I took some time off to take care of me. I get into funks now and then because I compare myself to others. Mainly those who have the unique opportunity to stay home with their children. Something I have wanted and feel that I need. I came to the conclusion that maybe I need this struggle to better prepare myself, my family and my spirit for what may come in the future. I don't know what the future holds, but after listening to Pres. Uctdorfs (LDS General Authority and Counselor in the Presidency) I realize I need to close my umbrella and accept blessings as they fall from heaven.
Got to spend a great day yesterday with a great bunch of youth at the temple and now I feel ready to take on the world.